In my French class we really don't speak English. And for a long period of time today the professor was going on about "The apple is on the table. Where is the apple? The apple is on the table. Is the apple in the table? No. The apple is on the table. Is the table on the apple or is the apple on the table? Is Rebecca in the apple? Is the apple in Rebecca? Is the apple on Rebecca? Who has the apple? Rebecca has the apple." And the whole time I kept thinking about "The monkey is in the bush. The monkey is on the table", and I wanted to laugh but then I realized that my professor wasn't Eddie Izzard and practicing prepositions in French isn't a cause for laughter in and of itself.
I'm... trying to be content with the way things have to be sometimes. I'm trying to convince myself not to sell my car to pay off my debt and then just disappear for the rest of time. I'm trying to convince myself that there's something good about always feeling monetarily stetched thin; some life lesson I'm learning or something. That I wouldn't be happy if I were part of a rich family who was always able to provide me with everything I needed.
Where's a damn silver lining and $6000 when you need it?